...from the mind of the boy who wants to be ballgown..

just got this off Ie's bulletin board message at downelink, and thought to myself that it's been quite a while since I had some time to answer an online questionnaire. Plus, this seems to be quite an interesting set of questions.

1) are you single, taken or crushing?

--> taken, yet i don't know if this current relationship of mine is what i really want right now. i know it's bad, yet i still catch my self thinking bout someone else. ho hum.

2) are you happy with where you are?

--> hmmm. i must admit that i am quite happy with the opportunities that are coming my way, yet i can't say that i am generally happy. there are things i want to do but i can't pursue them because of some constraints.

3) when you meet the right person, do you fall fast?

--> i am such a klutz when it comes to falling in love. i fall at a rate faster than the speed of light, i guess.

4) have you ever had your heart broken?

--> yes, twice if memory serves me right. unlike my Ie, i don't really have a automatic defense mechanism against hurting. i have always believed in the idea that "one has to give everything, to gain everything." hence, when my relationships end, i always find myself shattered on floor.

5) do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?

--> nope. i don't think that it will ever be okay.

6) would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?

--> i would probably have to say yes. as an aquarian, i always believe that people change and learn their lessons. and yes, i am very much human.

7) have you ever talked about marriage with another person?

--> yupyup. and i still do. somehow, marriage for me is a concept that has evolved into something more than just a religious ritual for straight people. i talk about it with my friends, mom, and my best friend...and yes, i am bridal wear designer, so i also discuss it with my clients.

8) do you want children?

--> yes, definitely. to raise a child is one of the greatest and most valuable gift that God has ever entrusted to Man.

9) how many?

--> about two or three would be wonderful.

10) would you consider adoption?

--> i'd like to see my self reflected in the eyes of a child that sprung from my own gene pool. but if it's too much to ask, then i'll be content with what God wants me and my partner to have.

11) if somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way for them to tell you?

--> i've always been a sucker for romantic endeavors, maybe because i am also a die hard romantic sentimental realist. i guess an invitation for a night out would be a good start, then he can probably tell it to me while looking into my eyes with the stars bearing witness.

12) do you enjoy playing hard to get?

--> sometimes i do. it's nice to see someone going after you and exerting much effort to be noticed.

13) do you want someone you can't have?

--> sadly, yes...stupid stupid me..

14) do you believe love at first sight exists?

--> hmm...very much, i must say.

15) do you believe in celebrating anniverseries?

--> i do enjoy the concepty of going on monthsaries and anniversaries. yet, i enjoy the thought of celebrating love everyday not just every month or every year.

16) do you believe that you can change someone?

--> we all have the power to change someone and inevitably, his life too. in the little

17) if you could get married anywhere, money's not an object, where would it be?

--> in netherlands. or in south africa. same-sex marriage is legal there.

18) do you have feelings for someone right now?

--> yes. feelings for two people actually...quite complicated set-up in my heart if you ask me.

19) have you ever wished you could have someone but you couldnt?

-->i try not to think about those type of things to much. it just gets me

20) have you ever broken a heart?

--> i have, and it pains me to realize that the heart i broke belongs to man i want to spend the rest of my life with.

21) would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?

--> yes, i would. to fight for love would be the best conquest ever.

22) what would you say about your last girl/boyfriend?

--> he's one the best people i know, a good conversationalist, artist, son, and brother.

23) would you marry any of your ex's if they ask?

--> ...i would, even if he doesn't ask me to.

24) what was the worst thing you did to get back at an ex?

--> ewan ko ba, i still hate my first ex about the way he ended our relationship yet i can't bring myself to birth a revenge scheme. but, yes, there are days that i wish i could just punch him in the face or tummy, just to alleviate this feeling. but other than wishful thinking, i don't enjoy the thought of revenge.

i must admit that i had fun answering every question, although there were some that i wish i didn't have to answer..it took me some time, but i answered it wit all honesty and as fast as i could para di ko na masyadong pag-isipan.