...If only...

I've loved you since the day I met you but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions out of fear. Because of you, every decision I made was different and my life has completely changed and I have learned that if you do that, your living your life fully. It doesn't matter if you have 5 minutes or 50 years. If not for today I would never have known love at all. So thank you for being the person who taught me to love and to be loved...

-If Only-