Taking chances,,,

Just to let you know, Pao did call me this morning but I decided to sleep it off. Then he texted me pleading not to say goodbye and that he loves me. I decided to answer his texts saying that I didn't particularly like the silence and the misplaced joke-attention getting device...

I was waging a war inside my head, here I was all prepped up for a goodbye speech but wasn't suddenly prepared for a requiem. He then texted that he'd call. I suddenly got fidgety, maybe I'm just not a breaking up person in real life, unless it's called for. The phone rang and I suddenly faced silence as he refused to speak too. It felt awkward but I guess he was listening to my speech, and I suddenly felt as if my words were made of iron.

To cut a long story short , because I lost some of the details since it was around 8am and I'm not a morning person, I am finally believing his words that he loves me, in some sense.

I guess it doesn't hurt to give second chances to people, take their apologies and forgive them for boo-boos.

Well, here it goes...another rollercoaster ride. Hope I get off from this alive and with a smile..

Wish me luck.